as it is..

they suck you into their shit and then spit you out..they take over your life you make everything about them but they cant take the time to do the same for you..bite the bullet..we wait ..we sit and we wait til the next best thing comes along..but how long can you wait til you wither away..how long can you stay quiet until you lose your voice.. how long can you keep it inside til it explodes thru your pores..lieing cheating decieving stealing breaking..top 5 verbs that will rip apart your emotions and mentality..your drowning but who will save you? your sinking but who will pull you out..your mind is alive but your bodys paralyzed..your mouth is open but nothing comes out..your screaming ..to the top of your lungs but no1 hears you..you look in the mirror but no longer do you see yourself.. your face nor your soul..you are bleeding darkness..and your alone, all alone..it seems to be you but its someone else..do they understand you, what you speak..is it love or lust..are they with you or against you..why arent they answering you…you let them in and they run out.. now you stand there..waiting..wondering….. alone  

                                                -beLLA*beLL

"If there is ever a tomorrow when we are not together there is something you must always remember: you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think, but most important of all, even if we are apart, I’ll always be with you."

— Christopher Robin (via quotewhore)

the noose..

You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I’m more than just a little curious How you’re planning to go about Making your amends to the dead
To the dead Recall the deeds as if They’re all someone else’s
Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well

WTF

what the fuck!!

watch out for that treadmill

Get To Know Yourself Better…

anainez-ghost:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

”Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive. But I’m just a fucked-up girl who’s lookin’ for my own peace of mind; don’t assign me yours. ”

(via anainez-ghost)